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Name: Taking Back Sarah
Country: United Kingdom
Birthday: 4/14/1991
Gender: Female

Interests: Music. :) thats my life. STFU! :P
Expertise: SINGING && MUSIC!
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Thursday, October 22, 2009

ive decided to post with no pics.
and to keep doing this.

obv ill do some post with tuns of them, when they build up.

but ive realised i dont post on here at all anymore, due to tht i just cba sorting the pics out.

and the reason i made this, was so i could look back on everything, but seeing as im not posting, im missing everything.

basically. musical theatre has actually made me depressed.
all i can do is sleep, and when im not sleeping im tired and im trying to scrape some more work together for him.
apparently if i didnt give it in today, im getting a u and he said that hes going to put that i cant meet deadlines in my report, which unis will be reading. hes a twat.
he knows i was off because i was ill, and then i had a uni visit.
how does he expect me to just know what to do?
i actually hate him.
and i am handing it in tomorrow, its worth like an A ive done that much work on it. and hopefully he will notice that and care to grade me. if not. fuck that. ill just make sure i get 2 As in philosophy and rs.
and he can get over himself.

eurgh.
i wanna cry.
im even pushing aaron away, i dont wanna see him, or speak to him.
just because i feel so shit.
i just dont wanna exist atm.
and i am looking forward so muchhh to 3.45 tomorrow.
when i get let go of any thought of college
and go see bmth and adtr with my love tashmash.
and then i can go out sat night with sam and get absolutly wasted thnks.

aha :)
and then a week off college, to get myself back on my feet, and happy again.

<3

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Friday, September 18, 2009

I know I havn't updated it a long time.

I'm sure i'll be on top of it again soon enough.

No pictures for this post, sorry.
It's just, lifes weird atm. I save pictures that relate to me at the time.
& none have been relating to me.
because i'm not hurting over anyone, as I have a bf.
And i thought i loved him to bits till I came on here.

I mean, he means so much to me, but then I realised I don't get that feeling when im looking at photos on here anymore, the one that makes me think of that person, makes me smile, butterflies and all giggly.
Maybe it's because we'd been friends for so long before hand.
Or maybe i'm just settling for something, and because I actually want a boyfriend for once, I've not noticed that i'm just settling for something.

I'm not really sure. I love being around him. he makes me smile. and its just, hes just my aaron (:
but, i dont know.
Maybe i'm just thinking into things to much.

Cause I do miss him when i'm not with him. and i've never been this close to a guy before.
but I just don't know. at all.

I'll just have to give it time I guess.

Ill deff post pics up on the next post. I have some ready.
It just didnt feel right to put them up on this post.

Xx

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Sunday, July 12, 2009

so go on... and i will refrain.
and ill keep running, this neverending race.
and maybe... next time, will be the right time.
and maybe... next time, will be your time.

So. i've not wrote in a while. So i decided a bigbigbig post was inevitable. ;]

Alot of stuff has happened sicne last time. Stuff i should of really kept writing about, to keep off my chest. Stuff id love to look back on. For good and bad reasons.
Ive had a boy friend since.
Ive split up with a boy friend since.
Ive had the worst news since.
But the best news since.
Ive fell in love since.
However got let down since.
I also met someone i didnt expect to ever see again. and melted. again.
its been a weird time.

So yeah. andy and me failed,. full stop.
he wasnt what i wanted.
i just want to fall in love so bad atm.
i want a boyfriend.
for the first time ever, i feel like i need one.
ive never needed one. ive enjoyed being single. :)
ive liked attention, but never wanted it too much off one person.
but im sick of it now =((
and its shit.
cause ive missed out on the biggest chance of me maybe being with someone for along time.
and i dnt think ive felt that bad since josh.
and thts hard

but then.
the person i met again. in which i melted again.
was yet again. josh.
:|
it was awful.
but amazing at the same time.
I dont know how i survived the night.
=))

Not to worry though.
I cant really be arsed talking about much else.
i feel sick atm.
i feel like i have close friends.
but none care enough.

or they do.
and im just being selfish.
which makes me feel worse about myself.
but i feel like everyones moving on.
and im being left behind.

apart from with becky.
i love her to pieces.
brand new was amazing.
:))
birminggghammmm <3

i love aaron for many reasons.
paramore.
life.
him.
etc.

everything posted within this relates to me atm
completely.
it is my life.

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Tuesday, May 19, 2009

not updated in so long. :/ so much to say an all. wow. im a tool :}

*checks what was last said so can update!*

well. not muc happened with karl. i liked him. i got over it. :)

im 18 now. my party was mint. (:
my mum went away for a week aswell, pretty mint. had quite a few people over. :))
didnt go barcelona. had exams, so had to cancel out of it.
bloody glad i did aswell.

got my septum pierced aswell. :)
i well love it! :)))

aha. the last bit i put makes me laugh.
jam being the most amazing person in the world.
when shes the worst person ive ever come across.
i liar.
a bitch.
just down right awful. =))

cba explaining.
but shes lost friends.
and they;ve stuck by me.
shudnt of carried on digging at the hole she was already stuck in really.

taking back sunday album out soon.
so excited.
sink into me &hearts;
i absolutly love everything must go tho.
its fucking amazing. :)

gian was so good.
taking back sunday.
i nearly cried.
i just stoood there
+ realised how much id missed seeing them live.
2 years without em.
gutted.

going to see them agains oon though. :)
me n tasha are going liverpool to see them :D
well exciteddd.

loads of crap happened with the new guy aswell.
basically. my friend was seeing him
he didnt want a relationship.
met me.
decided to fuck her off
and now wants a relatioship with me.

bit past that tho like,
cause shes over it.
aparently.
so im considering going out with him.
we basically act like it anyways.
he just.
doesnt give me butteflies.
and thats what i miss the most.
thats how i know im falling.
i miss josh.
he isnt josh.

adaaaam <3

you quote the good book, when its convenient, but you dont have the sense, no you dont have the sense... to ties your tangled tongue, instead you're slashing through the mud.

i dont half love tasha.
so much. like
more than anyone. (:
ive missed her so much.
back in manc soon ;]

+ omfgs.
went pub with vicky and natalie.
and they actually talked abit :')
amazingggggggg

:D:D:D

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Sunday, March 22, 2009

june 2nd. fucking best day this year i bet.

lol. big post. ive not updated in forever. im quite sorry. :')

weird few weeks. im sooo in debt.
but incredibly happy.

and yes, ive started to like someone new.
bt im tryingg soooo hard not to. cause i actually dont stand a chance ^^

& omgsss, i need to step it up a gear in college if i wanna go uni. its gettin dead stressful tho. cbaaa at all. :)) i prefer goin out n havin fun all the timee.

and ive not lost weight this month. but then ive not gained any. i need to sort it matee.

aprils gonna be amazing. so excited.
ive got my birthday, then the party the next day, then give it a name that weekend, then im going barcelona.
wel mint
in fact this years gonna be mint, ive got so much lined up. so many 18ths to go to.
BRAND NEW GIG!!
birmingghammmmm ;)
yehh matee
hopefully will be drivin by then. if not its the train for us lot devo'd.
i do love becky.

ive actually felt more myself these past weeks than i have ever in my life.

and things are gettin so much better with natalie.
not the same.
but better.
i do love her.
its just hard atm.

septum piercing soon.
annn ive actuallyyyyy got a plan for my tatoos now.
i know what i want for bloody once in my life.
just fucking need the money now. ;|

:)))
YAYERRRR

anyways, need to get some coursework donee! :) so my jam can come round later.
proper lvoe herrr.
more than anyone in this world/
shes so amazing. :)

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